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| I miss my old friend.I've been trying many ways to contract him,but i fail everytime,I wonder where he is now!We are not an couple as you guys think,he is one of my best friend although he doesn't treat me as a real friend at all. We chat always.When i feel sad,he comforts me for always,but he never want anything back from me,that makes me feel think im very useless. These days,I feel exhaused.I always go to bed very late,sometimes up till 2 am.One day when i was up,dad was dreaming and speaking at the same time.I feel afraid everytime when i hear what he said,he always choking someone in dreams( Mostly were us).That night,again he was dreaming & speaking,also he went out the bedroom,ready to leave... I came to him said:"Dad,where are you going to?" " Out of my way!" "Dad ,Dad!!" When i was looking at him,i started to cry,why dad becomes like that?Does he get sick with noctambulism?After that i feel very depressed. Today our school invited a drama comany to have a show for us called "The Legend of Mulan".It was funny and i quite enjoy it.When the bad guy Ho Fat was chasing Mulan,he went through my line,he felt over with my school bag obstructed him...after that he got up with a knife pointing me....Ma Ma Mi A~ Please help..I screamed loudly,and felt afraid!Hoever I had a great time with this show. this week is nice,but i don't think the week before holiday will be free like this. | | |
| 新一個星期又開始了,今日在忙碌中渡過。本已經在家中完成既Debates功課,返到學校一再再改,總覺得有點不足地方。望著同學的,使我更加對自己的沒信心,也許我如多位同學說:「太缺乏信心了!」 放學到圖書館自習,可惜成功的機會不大!事關Sarah傾得太多八卦事了! 回家時被問及:「會否不開心,當阿妹會考成績好過我時!」,我沒有想下去就話:「不會!反替她開心!!加上我覺得沒什麼可compare的。即使日後她所賺到的薪金高於我,這也不成一個問題!我倒不相信我們之間會因上演電視中的家產鬥爭or something.」所以沒什麼好與不好的。 與Sarah分手後,獨自一人。路途中感覺自己有太多事沖刷腦袋,然而我不想去想,它們反不斷前來,有一刻,我又開始覺得自己很無用or 複雜......現刻無事了.... 回到家,很開心地收到朋友的言語,我想我們也太久無好好地談一番了。雖然那個地方不太遠,可是總感覺很多事在變,而這友人也無形中變了不少.... | | |
| 朋友話今個星期彷彿過得特別慢，想想她的話都有同感。明日後一個禮拜又再過去，我好似仲未適應過來，加上日復日既矛盾，令我再一次對自己入失去信心。 有的時候，你對一個不曾相見過既人如朋友，一個「好朋友」。可惜，當被問及「我是否你既朋友」時，得到的回覆是：「I don't know!」，其實我是否沒有一個真真正正既friend ?但感謝你為我付出的一切!! 另一位朋友結婚了，對此我並無半點可悅之處，強顏的笑臉及虛假的祝福，我可說是未完全放得下吧！然而作為朋友的我，即使有多個不願意還是要說句"Congratulations my friend !!" 近日喜歡作新詩，當然沒有人家咁好 ＾＾ 等你，在雨中－余光中(仿作一及三段) －－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－ 想你，在夜中，在星光閃閃的夜中 流星滑落，煙幕升起 一天的繁星如地圖，在夜中 春雨，秋葉，秋葉，春雨 想你，在異國之外 想你，在香港之內，想你，在此刻，在未來 －－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－ | | |
| Start to be a good student for 2 days already,now i found out that to be a good student isnt easy as i thought before.Every night up to 1am to study the things i learnt that day,and wake up at 6 am in the morning...That really killing me!!I hope Friday is coming as soon as possible,want to take a long nap!!! Today Miss Leung gave out our English Papers..Well,4/5 failed,i only passed the Oral one!!Doesnt matter,i worth this results!Work harder next time!Things seem changing after exam,feel different when teacher teaching us,i feel bad for that,however thanks for Ra's comfort,feel better after that :) | | |
| New semester started on last Thursday.That day it was time to know what results i got,with out a clue i failed all of them.Before going back,I thought im strong enough to face them,but i was wrong and can't stop crying without ma ma's comfort...hehe so silly right?! Now i believe that i already getting over it,just don't worry about me!Im starting to work hard,but don't know where to start ,hehe...what to do? | | |
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